Scared out of my mind!

[Nicole Franzel]

Never in this game have I been this scared! I wasn't this scared last time I was on the block because I knew everyone wanted Eddie out. I wasn't this scared this time yesterday because I thought Jackie would for sure have my back since we've been working together since the beginning. But apparently she's thinking of evicting me today! She was at least honest about it. She claims that she thinks I can beat her in the end, which I'm not sure I could. The only person that would be left that I think I could beat would be Zach because he blows up at people at the most inopportune moments and he has won exactly 1 competition this whole game. Jackie has won HOH once and won veto once or twice. She's been very loyal to more people in the jury house too I believe. I don't 100% know I would have the votes to win the game from jury members. It's really a toss-up. The only real votes I know I would have is Nick and Meg. Even then, Meg could have changed her mind by now. You never know in this game!! I tried pleading my case to Jackie, but she won't respond. She said she had to sleep on it. Well I hope she had nightmares about the repercussions of it and decides to keep me. Ugh I feel queasy!!! I'm so fricken nervous!!!!!!!!  *crying*